Learning to be Vulnerable: Meet Dance Alum Natalie Kojis СAPP20

Written byElizabeth Rose-Arcuri

СAPPYou just have to learn to do what you love and be honest with who you are. Put something out there that is kind of a reflection of your own beliefs and a reflection of your own self.СAPP

Natalie Kojis graduated with her Bachelor of Fine Arts in dance from the СAPP
Natalie Kojis
Graduation Year
Class of 2020
Major
Performing Arts: Dance
Hometown
Crowley, La.

Where I'm From

IСAPPm from Crowley, where I fell in love with dance in high school.

Where I Am

IСAPPm working as a freelance movement artist in Lafayette, La., and collaborating with other local artists.

Where I'm Going

IСAPPm going to build a community where kids and adults feel free to express themselves through dance.

After Natalie Kojis graduated with her Bachelor of Fine Arts in Performing Arts from the СAPP, she moved to Philadelphia to start her dance career.

As an intern for , Natalie learned what it takes to run a dance company. On her off hours, she took advantage of a range of professional dance opportunities at Koresh Dance Company and taught classes in ballet, jazz, and creative movement at studios in the area.

СAPPI loved the benefits that came from the internship,СAPP she said. СAPPI got to go to all of the classes for free and thereСAPPs so many amazing dancers in Philadelphia. I got to make connections. This internship opened a lot of doors for me.СAPP

Another perk was being able to take master classes with acclaimed choreographers, including and Koresh Dance Company Artistic Director Roni Koresh. 

She now is back in Louisiana working as a freelance dancer and teacher. SheСAPPs focused on creating her own professional work in floorwork and improvisation techniques, as well as choreography.

Falling in Love with Dance

Natalie decided to study dance in college after discovering her love of performing in high school.

СAPPI loved the emotional benefits I got from dance, and I love being able to have a space to be authentic and be myself,СAPP she said. СAPPSo, I wanted to go to school for dance so I can eventually have a place for kids and young adults to have that kind of freedom and they are able to be authentically themselves in that space.СAPP

But when she started her dance classes in college, she struggled to show her authenticity and vulnerability.

СAPP dance major Natalie Kojis performed on campus and around the city.

СAPPI had a lot of trouble whenever I first started with trying to people-please,СAPP Natalie said. СAPPI would be making work for peopleСAPPs eyes and not peopleСAPPs hearts, and I started to feel that in my own heart. You just have to learn to do what you love and be honest with who you are. Put something out there that is kind of a reflection of your own beliefs and a reflection of your own self.СAPP

She grew into that mindset through her classes in the dance program. For the annual Evening of Dance concert, dance students choregraph, cast, and perform their own original pieces СAPP a process that unfolds throughout four semesters.

СAPPThe best part about the assignments is we had to do something, no matter how absurd it seemed,СAPP she said. СAPPWeСAPPll find words to make into movement, make gestures from the words, weСAPPll find sounds, all to make a phrase. Your piece ends up being all of these phrases that weСAPPve put together and manipulated.

СAPPItСAPPs super collaborative because we have to present these phrases in class, and we get feedback from our colleagues. Because the department was so intimate, we were able to give our honest opinions.СAPP 

That experience was valuable for Natalie on a personal and professional level. 

СAPPItСAPPs kind of like therapy,СAPP she said. СAPPYou made this seven-minute piece and it goes on stage and people see it, and thatСAPPs all that matters СAPP is that people see it.

СAPPItСAPPs not even if they like it or not. ItСAPPs just that theyСAPPre seeing it and theyСAPPre getting something from it. Learning to be vulnerable is the most important thing from the process. СAPP